BLAH

Ever think why in the heck do i even try? It has been one of those weeks... but there is a reason, because I deserve to be the best version of me I can be.  Yep, I am selfish, I deserve to be the best me!!!!  Others will benefit from this and others deserve it from me... but I have discovered enthusiasm, right or wrong, tends to fade when we think of things strictly in terms of others... see then we can negotiate ourselves out... they let me down, they weren't living up to their end of the deal... easy out... when we realize we personally deserve better the only out is to say we are not worth it.... I am worth it, you are worth it... WE ARE WORTH IT!